Too many emotions at 2 in the morning, like why am I feeling any type of way at this time. And it’s always when I have time to think about every and anything that’s gone on in my life. All that I’ve fucked up or missed out on, just fucking sucks!!!!
I’m so done with being everyone’s last thought. I put most people’s needs before my own, yet all those people could give two shits about my needs. And if I don’t do ONE thing cause I’ve been doing other stuff, I get told I’m useless or lazy. Like there’s no pleasing them and I can’t dare ask for help. It’s all fucked up!!